“I’m not about to fall in love with hip hop . . . . I only want to learn bout music from you . . . “
I want you to open my ears,
they way you have my heart.
Song by Song, album by album,
introduce me to feelings I have never had before.
Make me think about love, and what it can truly be. . . .
You make me want to sing again. . . .
To use the songs you have introduced me to so far, and express how I feel . . . .
Because you are the only person who would understand the meaning behind the words
Because only somone elses words can express the level of this infatuation I have.
It’s like meeting my verbal/audio counterpart. You know what I’m feeling, BEFORE I feel it.
The songs you recommend evoke feelings long since buried . . .
Under the Fear of Rejection that has plagued this part of my life.
You Lyrically take me places . . .
Places I didn’t even know existed.
And, because I know how much music means to you . . . .
I can’t tell you how much your music means to me.
Because then you would know . . . .Exactly how Wide Open I truly Am.
Do you know . . . Because I think you do . . .
I think you know exactly how I feel, and you don’t feel the same way I do.
So you stick to safe conversation, and Familial References
So that I don’t get too close . . .
But I wonder if you know just how good for you I would be. . . .
I don’t care about your past, I just want to be in your future
Because I See you in Mine . . .
Is this what that feels like, knowing that you have finally meet the one . . . .
and knowing they don’t feel the same . . . .
All I can say is FUCK . . . . . . .
But I can’t, because that turns you off
and I am trying my hardest to turn you ON.
It’s why I ask you Questions . . .
Because I care about the Answers . . .
I want to be the Solution . . . .
To all Life’s Problems . . .
“I Could Turn You Out Musically . . . “
. . . . . . . . oh . . .. . . .
But You Already Have . . . . .
I’m Wide . . . . . The Fuck . . . . Open . . . .